I suppose none of know how we would deal with this situation but how this has gone is awful, its like i dont exist any more, all in the space of a few month. I feel like a right dick after plastering forums with my wedding pics and how proud i was! What a fucking farse and waste of precious time. All i will say is if it wasnt for my parents, family, friends, inlaws and even her sister god knows what state i would have been in if i stayed there!
Anyway as my mum keeps saying, onward and upward, im not dying im living with my illness.