night last night, could not get comfy at all even with 2 carers helping, had
fit which scared me then fell to bits crying like a blubbering
fool. Started again
once i got up this morning, slavering and blubbering!
This so tough to deal with. Bed hurts me, wheelchair is shite, neck aches doing
this and the list goes on!
Yes i have amazing support around me and im so
lucky, yes i am so so grateful but inside i feel very alone! After all there
isn't many that know how this feels.
Get the straight jacket and padded room ready.